sweet dream!!come back just one more time....

وقتی خیلی کم خواب میبینی...تازه وقتی هم که خواب میبینی اونقدر گنده که با خودت میگی همون بهتر که نمیدیدی.
وقتی اعصابت داغونه و همش دلت میخواد بخوابی تا زمان گم شه اون وسط ؛و بعد می ترسی بخوابی مبادا اون خوابا دوباره برگرده.وقتی دلت یه عالمه چیزای خوب میخواد و احساس ناتوانی میکنی در به دست اوردن اون همه چیزای خوب.وقتی همه دنیا دارن دروغ می گن...حتی تو خواب.
اون وقته که وقتی یه خواب شیرین؛یک رویای دوست داشتنی یهو بدون فکر قبلی یا احتمال قبلی میاد تو خوابت و همه اون فکرای گند و لعنتی رو برای مدتی دور میکنه...اون وقته که دلت میخواد هیچوقت از خواب بیدار نشی.وقتیم که بیدار میشی اونقدر لذت بخش بوده که تا یک ماه هی اونو تکرار میکنی....خوابی که توش به همه ارزوهات رسیدی.
کاش میشد من فقط یکبار دیگه اون خوابو ببینم....فقط یکبار دیگه

they are always wrong

be 6 again...A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she d like to have for her Birthday.
"I'd like to be six again,? she replied, still looking in the mirror.
On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down.
He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake.
Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M s. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingly asked, "Well dear, what was it like being six again??"
Her eyes slowly opened and her expression suddenly changed. "I meant my dress size, you dumb ass!"The moral of the story: Even when a man is listening, he is gonna get it wrong. FACT OF LIFE!

i wish you knew baby...

I've got to see you
Wherever you are
And i've got to be there
I'm wishing on stars
I've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
But the words escape me
And i'm paralyzed
So helpless when i
Look into your eyes
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby
Honestly I know it's silly of me
To want you so badly
But keep it concealed
See my inferiority complex kicks in
And the words escape me
And i'm paralyzed
So helpless when i
Look into your eyes
And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby

you.....

Listen to each drop of rain
Whispering secrets in vain
Frantically searching for someone to hear
Their story before they hit ground
Please don't let go
Can't we stay for a while?
It's just to hard to say goodbye
Listen to the rain
I stand alone in the storm
Suddenly sweet words take hold
Hurry they say for you haven't much time
Open your eyes to the love around you
You may feel you're alone
But I'm here still with you
You can do what you dream
Just remember to listen to the rain

who knows who choose

بعد از اونهمه دوری ،بعد از اونهمه تنهایی ،بعد ازاون کنکور لعنتی،بعد از اونهمه دروغی که گفتی من اینجام،دوباره.
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